you're a mystery yourself

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

10:14 PM

im being in a state that ..
i got no reason to explain for my innocent...

again ..maybe im started to feel insecure about human ...
the face of snow tells it all ...

frankly again .. i will assume there are
some thoughts of me behind ....
but for me ..i really got no fcuk care about
wat it ought to be ....

if u choose to believe me i will definitely appreciate it..
or else ...im so sorry that will make me not love you any more...

when u freeze me up in the freezer then i will try my very best to suit
my self in ice... i wont be interrupting the world of warmness ...

but thanks to all the effort of being nice and friendly and sincere and wat so ever...
you really being a great great brother to me which i never had before ...

i observe ...
i felt...
or maybe sometime i will think

i deserve ....
im too naive ...

the beautiful soul.

8:45 PM

welcome the tattoo of my life

cherished it ... and thanks to those who were ink inside of it ...

the beautiful soul.

10:49 PM

tattooo...

an art ..

a good ways of memories ...

a symbols to represent you....

your past your passion ...

somehow it will be tattoo it in your heart ....

the beautiful soul.

11:45 PM

Finally i got to realize ...
the world apart is not the world of us ....

it took me so long to understand the hint u given to the both of us...
the hint that i hate the most ...

i did not do anything to receive this kindness...
out of sudden appear
went off silently into the dark....

but i do appreciate your silent visit ...
makes me realize how unworthy i am ...

yet another scenario ...

try hard to ignore those existence ...
when u hate me more makes u looks even uglier...

but you're fated to be just like you ...
as ugly as you are ... as pretty as i am ...

thank you ...
i got no fcuk care who you are .....
proud to be me ...n just me ....
learning to love myself more ... u just aint had the luck to get the love from me...

the beautiful soul.

8:27 PM

salute to the bond i created

past .. present .. future .........

i cherish------------

the beautiful soul.

10:49 PM

date: 06 01 2009
time: 1841
venue: driving on a high way

i saw rainbow

is spring coming soon while its still snowing ??

the beautiful soul.

2:58 PM

i saw through your feeling
the other day i read through your writing

how sad you are i din know...
how to comfort you ...i din know the way ...

all this while i know you are a tough lil brat ..
the strong wan at least ...

just remember no matter how you feel ...
just take it as a path you needa pass through ..
maybe he just aint your flower which bloom in the spring..
just wait for another wan which will be blooming soon ...
as now is snowing time ..

here just wanna ask

~お元気ですか？

the beautiful soul.

2:03 PM

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左侧却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了然後才後悔着

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻 ...........重新开始活着

the beautiful soul.

2:00 PM

徘了徊了走了错了过了等了
累了全都困了烦的乱的等的
都是真的

疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

你做过的伤放困了你爱的音
那天的我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的
都还记得

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的真的不行那么
只得放了

环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得

我的快乐会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的真的不行那么
只得放了

放了......
忘了......

the beautiful soul.

6:40 PM

光阴
。。。慢慢的溜过

卷了。。。

累了。。。

忘了。。。

平淡了。。。

啊。。人生不就是如此。。。

不想懂得。。。晓得。。。

安静的。。平凡的。。。

啊啊~ 。。

天空~它很美

the beautiful soul.

an unrealistic individual.sensitive was the name she ride. randomism.emoism. sophisticated. she had big dream to achieve.big goal to succeed. she listen when you are right. she wanna look good all the time. she try to love everyone she could.she wanna throw away her emo so she craps all the time.she trying hard to live the best of her life

she love what she loves and hate what she hates...myth.

I love the insanely beauty of sky and artistic art of life :D

desires

Hoping santa sending her what she wishing for all this while

whisper

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　いっらしゃい　:] ！！

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